A pause…
Everything is off.
Everything is wrong.
Something’s got to change.
I’m taking two weeks off. I’m not going to run, not going to blog, and thereby hopefully I’m going to reset.
Then maybe there can be a comeback.
It’s hard not to run. Messes with my head. And it does bad things to my base – I’m already struggling with weight issues and removing the caloric burn of daily mileage is a recipe for ballooning, gut busting, real life fat suit.
But my ribs hurt. My legs hurt. I hurt.
And yet, knowing that when I stop there’s something harder still to come: rebuilding the running core is a lot harder than maintaining it. I dread the reboot camp.
But I just can’t seem to do anything at the moment.
So maybe it’s time to do nothing.
…Intermission…